Entry #A3 [Leitmotif]

Entry #A3. I have found the source of the humming. It was, as I had predicted, Cynosurae. Henceforth known as Cyren. Although her scale is at a 6.7 because of my measuring standards, I have reason to believe that she is more on the 8-9 scale. The only thing holding her back is her spirit. There seems to be something slightly fractured about her mind.

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Anyway, I tracked the source of the twin-singular energies until I reached an indeterminate place. There was quite literally nothing there except a small floating platform. On that platform sat Cyren. Her form was quite beautiful, akin to a goddess. In all the universes that I’ve seen before, this form was the closest to what you humans call “divinity”. Wings spread morosely across the slabs of rock, half her face covered by languid strands of hair, she looked rather lonely as she drifted aimlessly across space.

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While I was looking at her, it seemed as though she noticed my presence. This is impossible, of course, as I am merely a projection of my own mind, flitting between real and unreal. Regardless, her mouth began to move. Slowly, at first, then quicker, with more and more erratic gestures and gesticulations. I believe she was laughing at one point, and at others, counting her fingers. She often looked behind her as well. I looked around, but I did not locate anybody that she could be talking to. As I was without audio, I could not hear what she said either.

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After a while of talking, she suddenly sighed, and pointed at me. Again, I looked around. Was there perhaps another planet nearby? A friend? A foe? But she shook her head, and pointed at me again. I looked at her, blinking. She then motioned towards her ears, and pointed at me again. I was dumbfounded. So much so, I lost my sense of wits, and idiotically enough, connected my audio again. I was surprised at this phenomenon, and I wanted to see if she could really hear me.

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When I turned on my audio, she had no reaction. She began to talk again, and I realised that she was having a conversation with no partner. She paused at times for a response, but again, there was none. She would say things like, “I’m not sure that’s the best time… What do you think?” Then stay still for minutes while nodding, as if she heard something. 

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After a while, I wanted to test if she really noticed or realised I was there, so I finally cleared my throat and said, “Hello?”. Her head whipped to my direction and her blue eye pierced into my soul. In it, I saw a warped reflection. It was me, not me, but me again.

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“Who are you?” She asked, the venom seeping through every word. The voice did not match the soft humming from before, or even the conversations held in a sweet tone. I began to understand the reason for the readings in my energy radar. I stared unevenly at her eyes, the truth spilling out in a voice that was not mine. “I am you.” 

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Then my memory short circuits. I have tried to access the memory, but there is a fuzzy screen that shows nothing but static, and there is nothing but a high pitched whirring. I may return tomorrow and attempt to speak with her again. I will bring N0V4 with me to make sure I do not forget anything due to faulty hardware.

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